Shiok Maki

I'm here coz I'm rly bored.
But idw to do anyth but there isn't much for me to do on the computer.
So I really need to stop cancelling at the last minute. It is a really bad bad bad bad habit of mine. Actually, it only comes with things that I am forced to do, e.g. work. Okay, I really got to force myself. I don't like doing the things.
Anw. Went out for dinner with Aud and ben and gid. Aud and I were really early, so we went to q first. It only took about 5 minutes before we were in lol. And the food was really fast too. HAHA joke. Took about 15-20 minutes I think. Anw. I got this asari clam soup. Really nice and I miss Japan SOO much. Then our glorious food came!! It was really good. yum yum yum. We ordered a foie gras maki, shiok maki gen 1 and 2, and pitan maki. I'm okay with the pitan maki only. The shiok maki is really good. I can eat like more of that. Haha. Then Gid came after awhile, and Gid and Ben ordered mains. Total was 117 or smth like that we paid $27 each. Then we walk around a bit and went to chips…? haha It's opposite hard rock, I think it's an alright place, cheap food cheap drinks, but good company. But as with all cheap bars/pubs, it's in a sleazy location? Idk. But yeah, got some chicken wings 6 for $10, it's pretty good. And 2 stella for $10, 2 hoe garden for $12. Pretty cheap. Then we played cards there. Quite nice. Then after that left for home about 10 ish. And Gid knows Lei LOL. I was SO shocked. hahahah. But idk, find it quite nice to talk to them too. Like they don't tease and they understand? And can talk about more mature stuff. Like Gid didn't tease, and he also asked like oh so why am I not into him anymore etc. Not like OH What's happening kinda of things. Yeah, really nice to hang out with them again. Some pix

Really need to go back for more man. Yumzzzzzzzz

So today morning.
Had my jardine scholarship interview. Was nervous initially like monday, and I got nervous occasionally throughout the week. But this morning was good, I was calm and composed, and God was really with me. He is so good.
And it went alright I felt. Not bad. But how would I know if it's really good right? Hmm.
Then met Aud in town. And basically went around with her whole day while she bought her face/make up stuff. oh ate sushi tei as usual and caught Thor 2 I really liked it!! So funny!! So good please why are ppl saying it's bad??? But Natalie Portman… Idk, she doesn't really look very scientist leh. I don't like. then yeah went around with aud she spent so much wtheck. ok rly tired.
just thought i should rly keep track of what I've been doing.

I like words. And I like you.
I'd like to write on you,
putting my favourite poem on your skin.
My favourite word on your collarbone.
I'd write "Lemniscate" on your lower back.
I'd cover you in words, 
and my heart will burst with love for you.

Philosophical Friday

So, yeah studied at tangs on fri with lei. then we ended around 10 ish and kind of early to go home so we went for a walk through botanics. talked bout lots of stuff was rly good. nice.

anw one thing i said was like there's always smth inside us that can trigger smth, there's a button inside of us.
and i just realise i might know what my button is.
its being.. idk. idk idk idk idk. like sometimes it is sometimes its not? idk man.

i h8 it when

my mother talks to me about uni stuff.

-im not trying to not face anyth?

I can face it. just don't need you to mention it, and make it sound like a pity as if i don't already know?

i know it. just let me deal with it and suck it up.