And.. it's so.. superficial. It's just not a good enough reason for me to like things anymore.
This really started going round in my head, after I asked Jono who is his favourite superhero and he said superman, because it reminds him of his Jesus, who came down though He was perfect and went through what we did, though He didn't belong because He was perfect. And I said I liked flash because he's cool and fast -_- what a pathetic reason.
And I tried to justify myself just now: Flash is fast, speedy, synonym with being the winner you know first in races etc. Also Flash is mysterious, because I'd think normal people would know he is flash but they probably don't know his real name(s), or that he's a red-head (in Justice League Animated), and I like knowing that.
Still a pathetic reason.
I need to re-assess why I do things, why I like things.
Because "because it's cool" isn't cool. It lacks depth, and… the reasons don't satisfy. Just makes me feel like a block head who don't have reasons for things.