Sunday, April 13, 2014

Just a random card I made for Yuqi's bday.
Pretty cool eh beautiful stairs

Lovely sky from Beauty World shopping centre.
Post-church, at rooftop.

Few minutes later.

Joshua

"Shout! For the Lord has given you the city!"
-Joshua 6:16
since way back, God has been winning victories for us, fighting for us. and just like this verse, that we need only follow and obey, and He will give it to us. it's not so easy to follow and obey, but... just hold on to that. and i see this "shout" as a praise lifted unto God.

I prayed for my 2 colleagues today. I asked God to bless them and give them favour.
haha not easy. but kind of weird but alright.

When I first heard the song by All Sons & Daughters, "Oh how I need You" (coz i chanced upon it on the keepcalmandbeastit tumblr) and the tumblr dude wrote how he the words spoke to him, and i listened but i was just like.. i don't understand the words that much. didn't speak to me. and I listened to it again yesterday and.. now i understand hahah.

"And to know You is to love You and to know so little else"

As I'm going through the where-am-I-going-for-Uni phase, and I'm really faced with 2 decisions, to go overseas or to stay and I don't know. And thing is, there is a lot of things and lots of questions I have for God, but.. I really get peace, when I focus on Him, and not anything else. That though I still don't know a lot of things, don't have the answers, it doesn't matter, because I trust God and His plans. That I don't NEED to know, I just need to follow. He is THAT good. All glory is His.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Today is my book out day

yay it's friday hahaha no work for the next 2 days!! but so far, it's been pretty fun working on abtm. except today, which is really the worse day, but that's just coz of my personal feelings. work was fine. it's really fun, because unlike hi-5 i get to sew! which.. is really almost my fav hobby haha. and i really am so happy when i get to sew and drink bubble tea and listen to my fav tunes, AND I GET PAID. thankful. but it wasn't fine today, because i got pretty fed up with people who don't do work. basically we're a team of.. 6. my boss, and 5 of us dressers. but only 3 of us know how to really sew, whether machine or hand sew. we do pretty good jobs. but the other 2.... sigh cmi. i'm pretty upset because.. they don't do the job well, and worse sometimes they just don't do the job at all. ok enough.
for the past few years, i've been pretty chill. like you can do whatev you want, idc. don't affect me it's fine. i can put my dislike away. but.. tdy was trying, because.. it did affect me! when they don't do the work, it's added to my work load, and i've finished my work load. so.. really learning to deal with people who just... suck. pray for patience. and...... when i'm praying i'll try my best to include my 2 colleagues in my prayer list. though i'm reluctant and don't like them.

anw. i digress.. because i came on here totally not to rant HAHAH but to post about my grandmother(s)! so my maternal grandmother came over in the afternoon to cook us soup :O she already made a dish at home, and brought a huge container over. and then she brought her own ingredients and cooked soup. she also bought a fish for my grandmother and steamed it, without bone. :O amazing!! hehehe. worse, taxi driver refused to drive her in bloody asshole. she had to walk in carrying so many things. i think she decided to cook for us coz she's bored and coz we gave her some mushrooms, because we don't cook anymore, since my paternal grandmother's mobility is pretty limited.

and i was thinking about my maternal grandmother and how good she is, but really my paternal grandmother is great too. she always cares about us (though it doesn't seem like it) by telling us everyday before we go out to take care of ourselves, and always without fail offering us money asking if we have enough to eat. :(
they're both great :(

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Rebellious

I am rebellious.
And when people try to use their "authority" on me, I tend to rebel, and fight against their "authority". Coz it's so annoying.
And all the more I'm uncooperative and rebellious and rude.
And I don't like age. They're mere numbers. Just because your number is greater doesn't mean you have to treat me like I know lesser.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

I had so much fun at work ytd!
Was sewing and drinking bubble tea and I get paid YAY so happy