Sometimes I wonder, if parents love their children, because, or is it because they love the child their children were and they know it's inside of their children?

weird

aww man. dougie is dating ellie goulding.
sighs why. they don't look like they match haha. but ok whatevs lame.

anw.
try there was this kid in class and he started crying. like a really small p5 boy. then another kid said.. why he cry he so cute haha but i was thinking like lol you also very small still say ppl cute you also very cute hahahah. anw just quite interesting, all his malay friends surrounded him and kept asking him why he cry, very concerned about him so sweet hahahah. and they all damn small and cute hahah

ABTM Musical

So. I just ended 5 weeks of work for the abtm musical. Ok, the musical really is pretty decent. It's very commercialised, appeals to the masses, quite entertaining. Also because, everybody has really really really low expectations of it?

On to work.. it's been fun really. Because I get to sew at work? I get to sew drink bubble tea listen to my music BEST PART I get paid. THIS IS THE LIFE. hahaha. yeah I really enjoy doing all the alterations I love it so fun. Also get to level up on my skills a tiny bit. But mostly, it's pretty simple stuff that I do. I enjoy it.
And then show opens.. it's alright I guess. Just a very simple no-brainer job. Not too bad.

People. I'm gna miss my team, kinda. like anni zhiying and theresa. it's fun. hahaha.
But really, no need to get so emotional over the end of the show man.
Idk if it's just me being very pessimistic? I don't allow myself to get so attached, and hence won't feel so much? But, I'm not emotion-less. Rather, I feel it's because I feel so much, I'm selective with what I want to feel/get attached to? Or maybe, I recognise that God provides, even emotionally, so I'm cool with people coming and going. IDK. hahah. Because what's the point of becoming "friends" with the cast etc? Just gna be Facebook friends. LOL what's the point too when I don't even have fb? I'd say it's a very realistic practical perspective. hahah the rare times when i'm practical and realistic. I mean, I have the memories, and that's enough for me.

Yeah, so it's fun, with all the competition. hahah we race to dress our cast so funny. somedays i win, some days I don't hahha. good fun. and also, slave-driving my cast to hang their own clothes. and being really fierce and scaring them etc ahahah. like really scaring them when i speak so sternly to them. and telling them "friendliness is not a job requirement" hahaha. it's good fun.

zhiying with her favourite HAAH. there was this one day, where we were just playing around with these cutouts, and zhiying was carrying lobang's cutout around posing with it, and he walked out. HAHAHAHA we ran so embarrassing L O L

some of our very interesting name tags hehehe

this random day when we decided to be tourists and go for a walk around RWS

gala night

steam boat LOL yes we brought our own pot and convection cooker we're crazy.

we also made pasta one day. and laksa as seen below. 

it was really good hahahaha

watching xmen in our room LOL

cloudy with a chance of meat balls

the polaroids we took last night :)

Now, I can't wait for next phase? Next work? idk man. But, I trust that God's got it. He's got it all, my future. When i think about my future, i'm afraid, because it's uncertain. i have no idea where i'm going for uni still. But i look to Him, my Rock, and I trust that He's got it in His hands.