I think Attan is so in love with London... its a perceived thing. She doesn't really love it. I know her, and she's so skeptical. But she disliked Singapore so much and she convinced herself that London is all that. It's not but she doesn't see it. And I'm just like.... really. And idk it's just quite... disheartening? Maybe she is really busy that she can't email me or smth. But I realize that this is the end? Or leading to the end? I mean she's gonna be there for so long and then gna work in Indo.. so..... our friendship is gonna be lost isn't it? And also because she's not here for me when Im doing all this shit here? I can't tell her coz I want her to be happy and not deal with my shit. So annoyed.