today i had 2 such "I am living" moments. what do i mean? these are moments where i am so aware of everything around me, and can feel them all so strongly, and i'm not feeling anything else, but my present surroundings so strong and clear.
1.
on the bus to Daegu, reclining in the seat. comfortable in my wooly dress, got my heel on the ledge. listening to Will Reagan, digesting "What's so amazing about Grace?" by Phillip Yancey. (it's really a good read btw. i'm very surprised it's not boring. *LOL* perhaps the style of writing, it's very... seemingly scientific to me, so i enjoy it) Got a good view of the mountains, clear blue sky. And I knew that God was there. and it hit me so strong, that the gospel is about grace, and idk if we are, but i really should be sharing the message of grace. more than that, should be living, accepting, exuding grace. and as i looked at the vast sky, it's humbling to know i am so small, travelling somewhere random in a bus speeding down the highway, but i am so important to God, that he'd avail grace to me.
2.
steam rises from the bowl of katsu udon. i felt not like anybody. because i was in a random cafe somewhere random in a random part of korea. not even somewhere known like seoul. **lol**. just... really interesting. how did i end up in the cafe *LOL* but it was really interesting. maybe i was so cold that the bowl of udon warmed me up Haha
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