Sundays are always/meant to be lovely.

So I woke up around 1230 today, after 11.5 hours of sleep which was great. Headed to Coro to meet Daniel for some PS again. Wore my sleeping clothes out which were so comfortable and coz I really couldn't care less. I am going to work anw so what's the point of wearing so nice. Weather was good, not too hot.
Sat at the window table, and basically worked on my PS for sooo long. I was rather drained like around my 3rd/4th paragraph. hahaha. So we took a break and researched on colleges instead. Oh speaking of which, I got to apply for MAT like now. Anw. Yeah, and then Daniel left. I got a doughnut from bux and decided to watch Mulan instead. hahahaha I really love Mulan It's my favourite show hahahah I love that song "Let's get down to business" hahahah and it was just lovely. I laughed at the hilarious parts not caring about what anybody thought. It was a lovely day outside, I was eating something sweet. It was just great. Comfortable. hahhaha It was just me having my personal time, which I hadn't had it a while. I wish all Sundays were like that. I totally put everything aside and just enjoyed Mulan.

Security Questions

The thing about them is when setting them up, I always try to think what is the most likely and correct and rational answer that I will give, totally not taking into consideration how unpredictable I am even to myself.
And so they end up shit when I forget the answers.

Personal Statement.

I'm tired of it!!!!!!! Yeah I know it's supposed to take quite awhile, but hey can't I get tired of it? I'm tired or rereading what I wrote. I'm tired of racking my brains to force things in. And so I don't. I just write whatever comes in, probably why I take so long. Hmm.

Read about some stuff e.g. Fermat and Ramanujan and idk I'm not a genius I'm thinking how might I actually get in Oxford I'm kind of afraid but gotta shove those thoughts aside because they are obstacles.

I also thought if I didn't get in, would my personal statement still hold true?
Thought rather hard. And the thing is. I WANT it to be true, but idk if circumstances and situations would allow it. Singapore is rather small, and with a pure Mathematics degree there are hardly places I could go and enjoy. I just want to be a Mathematician I guess but in Singapore it's probably kind of hard. I think I'd be forced to go into teaching/banking. Money is an issue. So, yeah, I'd want it all to hold true. I really do hope that I'd be able to go overseas.

WABBIT

i want a wabbit so cute :(
i want a wabbit
i want a wabbit i want a wabbit i want a wabbit i want a wabbit

It is probably not True.

I am not burning with passion
for you.
There are no butterflies in my stomach.
I do want to know more about
you.
This can't possibly be
True.

Inspired

That's what I am today. Met up with Daniel to discuss ps again. After sooooo long I finally got something. And I am really inspired/excited to make it work!

Never really had a gift with words. Mostly I'm just trying my best, to work with what I have. So really hope I'll make it work for my ps.

Anw. Went to work, and I got thinking.
What makes 2 persons friends? Is it a mutual verbal agreement? It's not enough, if there is no connected-ness. I.e. A way of being connected. If we don't have each others' numbers, no Facebook, no Twitter, no Instagram, and we don't see each other often, except maybe weekends, so does this make us friends? I guess it makes us entirely weekend friends. Just random stuff.

Side note

Social media kinda annoys me now. Eg. Twitter and Instagram. I've long since quite Facebook. Thinking if I should quite Twitter and Instagram as well. It's just so boring, and I feel like I'm just displaying my life for people to see. Seriously considering quitting it. The only downside would be I probably will have zero clue on what my friends are up to. But then again, if it's good friends, I would make an effort to converse with them?
Dilemma