Personal Statement.

I'm tired of it!!!!!!! Yeah I know it's supposed to take quite awhile, but hey can't I get tired of it? I'm tired or rereading what I wrote. I'm tired of racking my brains to force things in. And so I don't. I just write whatever comes in, probably why I take so long. Hmm.

Read about some stuff e.g. Fermat and Ramanujan and idk I'm not a genius I'm thinking how might I actually get in Oxford I'm kind of afraid but gotta shove those thoughts aside because they are obstacles.

I also thought if I didn't get in, would my personal statement still hold true?
Thought rather hard. And the thing is. I WANT it to be true, but idk if circumstances and situations would allow it. Singapore is rather small, and with a pure Mathematics degree there are hardly places I could go and enjoy. I just want to be a Mathematician I guess but in Singapore it's probably kind of hard. I think I'd be forced to go into teaching/banking. Money is an issue. So, yeah, I'd want it all to hold true. I really do hope that I'd be able to go overseas.