So I basically just spent the whole morning going on coursera. It was quite interesting, all the game theory stuff but philosophy is totally messed with my mind. lol. And also went on  a chinese course for qin shi huan hahahahah idk how it'll be but it's like really hard to read. i think i'll just listen to the vids lol

I wish whatsapp or my phone or even my MacBook could send my vibes. My so very angry vibes. That the recipient would know my fury because words and emoji are too mild.

The Politically Correct Liberal

this is to stop u from reading

I think Attan is so in love with London... its a perceived thing. She doesn't really love it. I know her, and she's so skeptical. But she disliked Singapore so much and she convinced herself that London is all that. It's not but she doesn't see it. And I'm just like.... really. And idk it's just quite... disheartening? Maybe she is really busy that she can't email me or smth. But I realize that this is the end? Or leading to the end? I mean she's gonna be there for so long and then gna work in Indo.. so..... our friendship is gonna be lost isn't it? And also because she's not here for me when Im doing all this shit here? I can't tell her coz I want her to be happy and not deal with my shit. So annoyed.

Sigh.
It's not fair. ok that aside its quite bullshit? do you care how i feel? rarely apparently. you just throw shit at me like that. always. you expect these from me, but you don't do much to help me get shit done. and.
you don't know anything that im going through? you have no right to say that. and i don't even want to begin arguing with you. why waste my breathe youre nv gna understand plus i rly dw to cry.

i have no heart for the ppl srsly??? -_-

why do you want to spoil our r/s

And everyone that walks through the door
Is 
    Not
           You.
                                       Will
                                    I
                           Ever
                    See
            You
Again?

Now, I understand the man who can't be moved.
Here's my take:
There was a girl. Not just any girl. 
But a bright star. At least, that's what she'd like to think. She knew she was different. 
And that's why she knew he was special, because they were both different.
And when he never returned, 
She decided to go back everyday, doomed to work in the little restaurant for the rest of her life, waiting for this boy to come back to save her.
That's sad.