It's hard.

I don't usually like to admit it, but I do feel like I'm going through a very trying period right now. There just seems to be so much.
With uni applications, and scholarships, and studying for MAT, and idk. working as well to make it in Dec. It's difficult and really idk, sort of depressing?
I'd say so because everything around me just seems to be going against what I want. Odds are against me, in so many ways, but I just can't give up and just let what I aim for go. That'd be weak. And it's like I never tried. But it's soooo hard when there are so many things going against my flow.
I thank God so much that I know Him.
Because without Him, I'd have given up or just give in to all of this stress and pressure.
He is my Hope, my Light in this grey right now.
I can't do this, but God can.
And even in the end, when I'm not where I want to be, I will be where God wants me to be.
And He will be there with me, every step of the way.