i rly should blog about this. because i can laugh at this next time. but right now very emo. but a little funny in retrospect, so i think it'll be hilarious very much later.
kind of embarrassing also. no, actually very. erm.
i had some exchange interview, its like a pre-interview interview. and... i cried at the interview. er yeah. very awkward. ok because the interviewee started with some qns, then it seemed like to every single ans i gave he was shooting me down like.. quite bad. and also.. rly made me feel like my thoughts don't matter, like idk how to think?! and i also like.. huh? but i did that what... in response to his criticism. anw then the lady asked what am i gonna do with a math degree and.... i just started to cry. because my ans is I'm not sure, and i just knew that was the wrong ans and my heart sank soooooo low. but thats the truth and i'm not gonna lie. i also don't think there's anything wrong with and "idk" ans, i mean... i'm in the uni to figure that out. and i have done stuff to go in a particular direction, so i'm not useless. but idk just after that trigger i was quite emotional, like when they ask me qns tears just roll down idk for the whole interview like 1 hour plus????? crazy. then my eye v swollen. but damn stupid also dk why i cry SIGH
but i think what they said... i rly needed it. i'm confident in a fair amount of areas, but i'm not confident in saying what i wna be/do. they said that i should be sure of what i wna do NOW, because that might change in the future, we don't know. but i don't have to be sure how to get there.
sigh i still think damn stupid why i cry wahlau damn sian whole day damn emo
also have to edit my ps......
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